Christmas and onward

It’s always so hard for me to move on after Christmas.  I love Christmas so much.  It makes me so glad, that everything after seems duller somehow.

But somehow, this year, I feel changed by the Christmas season, more than usual.  Moving on has been easier, as I have felt the new, better person that I know I can be.   I feel so glad, so grateful.

Christmas, everything about it, is a gift.  Christmas means everything to me.

This year, Christmas has reminded me that a new life and a new self is truly, truly possible.  And for the first time, I think I truly believe it for myself.  I’ve always known that becoming new was possible for others.  Somehow, I have partially denied it for myself.

No more.  Merry, merry Christmas.  Blessed are we!