Speaking of Yoga… :)

I must say, I am humbled and grateful and completely astonished at the success of our MommYoga videos. I am so grateful! It has been amazing!

Once the videos all started doing really well, it was a strange sensation for me… one that is hard to describe. I expected to be ecstatic beyond belief, and I was in part, but there was another feeling, too… it was really difficult to describe. I have been able to figure it out since, and it has been an interesting phase of life for me. The feeling was almost one of discomfort, even guilt. People I knew started to see me differently, like I floated around in a meditation cloud of tranquility all the time. I felt guilty because I was afraid that I was being dishonest in some way, that through gaining success in my yoga ventures, I was painting a picture of myself for people that was inaccurate. Though I do strive for peace constantly, I am human and don’t always do the best job. (That’s an understatement. ) But yoga does help me tremendously, which is why I made the videos in the first place, to try to share that with others.

I’ve since come to terms with it, and realized that people are always going to have impressions of other people that may not be accurate. :) I never try to present a version of myself that is different from what I really am, but I do strive for improvement and progression. So that’s me. :) And I’m happy that they’re doing so well! The reviews that I have gotten, both from kind loved ones and from people I don’t even know, have been so touching to me. It means I did what I set out to do, in all my wild dreams…help other people feel better!

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