Recent thoughts

I haven’t been as much of a blogger lately, have I?

I think it’s for several reasons.

1) School has been very busy! But that’s a great thing. :)

2) I’ve been very busy in my very little spare time working on some exciting projects I have going. Yay! But more on those later.

3) Here’s the big one. I’ve been thinking a lot lately. Yes, thinking, which I know should seem like it would lead to blogging, but my thinking has been so deep and personal that it’s been hard to put up here just yet. It’s also been hard to put into words. I have been examining myself very deeply and have found a lot of things that I want to change. It’s amazing how much different I am than I thought I was. Recent struggles have really opened my eyes to my heart. I’m working on a lot of changes right now.

My family has become more important to me than ever before. It’s always been a top priority, but it’s even higher now. It’s different.

So, for today, I just want to say that I love them. I dearly, dearly love them, and I want to tell my girls I’ll try harder to be better, and that they are more precious to me than anything I have or want. And to tell Matt that he is my life, and I know he can do all of the great things he needs to do.

I Love you, baby, and if everyone loved like this, what a different world it would be.

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